the over thinking.

Sometimes I don't do enough thinking.

I used to get a lecture from my parents all the time when I was little.

"Think before you act.."

 I suppose I was a bit impulsive.

I'm doing better though.. now that I'm nearly twenty.

They've done well.

However, I'm afraid that now I think too much.

And today, my thinking has brought me to this point.

 I want to know.

What does it all mean?

source.

I'm a firm believer that things happen for a reason. 

But I still don't understand why things had to happen the way they did.