october fourteenth

I have to say I am getting tired of writing these. I'm sure they are getting dull to read as well, so please don't put yourself through this if you are getting sick of seeing a post from me every single day. It is sort of something I just have to finish I suppose. I'm almost half done!

Someone you've drifted away from - Day 14
There is certainly a list of people I have drifted away from. This saddens me a little bit, but I guess thats what happens after high school. Basically, I have drifted away from everyone actually.. besides my family and a few close friends. I think this particular week I will focus on one in particular, with no names of course.

Dear You,
At first, I really hated that you are the one I felt strongly to post about today. Drifting apart? That sounds so sad. After I thought about it for a minute, I realized that maybe this is okay. 
I can't remember a time before we were friends. I was thinking about this, and literally if I think of what my life consisted of before our friendship, I honestly just feel like it is another person's life. I don't know the girl I used to be. I think us drifting apart is okay, because even though circumstances and location and life in general has made it so we are unable to continue being best friends the way we have been before, I just know we will always be friends. This isn't one of those friendships that is going to just disappear with the minutes on the clock. Drifting apart is just going to be a way for us to prove that our friendship is an important one, and one that isn't going to die out because we aren't together 24/7.. or even at all. So maybe physically it feels like we are drifting apart, because maybe we are... but there is so much more to us then that. We don't need to be together to be friends. I'm not even worried, and you shouldn't either. =)
With love,
Simply Jane

forgive me please :)

Day 13: Someone who I wish would forgive me

Dear Deseret Mutual Insurance Company:
I hope you forgive me for applying for your insurance, getting sick literally hours later, seeing many doctors and getting many prescriptions, and then leaving the country and expecting you to pay. That's what you are for though, you know? Also. I'm sorry that I am currently not an enrolled full time student at BYU. I was at the time and the doctors sent me home.  Honest! Please.. forgive me... but I'm not sure how I'm supposed to be enrolled as a full time student when I got sent home.. and trust me when I say I was still a student when all of this happened! lfajdslkfja!

Dear Central Utah Clinic:
I'm really sorry that you have been unable to contact me by phone. I realize this must be frustrating but I haven't been using my American phone because that would only result in yet another bill...

Dear Utah Valley Regional Medical Center:
I'm sorry that Deseret Mutual Insurance says that I'm not covered. I promise I am. Please forgive me.. and trust me. They even sent me a card with my insurance information and identification number! We're really trying to figure it out..

Dear Central Utah Surgical Center:
Dr. Bodily was so nice and I liked that his name was Dr. Bodily? hahaha.. and so was your anesthesiologist. You had even been to Cardston and made me laugh until you put me to sleep. Please forgive me for not paying you yet for my surgical procedure. I promise that we are working on getting it figured out.. It's just really confusing okay!

Forgive me for getting sick?