Sometimes I think I have a talent at interpreting situations. I don't know what it is.. but I can read negative vibes as well as I can read a book. Sometimes it's a good thing.. being able to be prepared for disappointment, but mostly, it ends up making me feel awful. Not only does the actual blow of disappointment occur, but the suspense leading up to the disappointment is just as bad. It's not that I am trying to be pessimistic. To be honest, through the whole suspenseful time of not knowing, there is always an inkling of hope deep inside of me that I am wrong, and that it's s all just in my head.. The thing is, I've always been right about this kinda stuff. Maybe that inkling of hope is what makes the disappointment that much worse. The past few days, I have been feeling some SERIOUS deja vu. This has happened to me before. I sure hope this is the time I am wrong..